You're going to realize it one day that happiness was never about your job, or your degree or getting into a relationship. Happiness was never about how many friends you've made and how much money you've spent . It was never about pretending or adjusting with other people. One day you're going to feel it and you will see that happiness was always learning, chasing, hoping and listening to your heart and let it take you wherever it chose to go. Happiness was always being kind and pampering yourself. It was always embracing the person you were becoming. One day you will understand that happiness was always learning how to live with yourself. It was about when you forgive people for their terrible mistakes and letting them know that your life was never in the hands of other people. It was always with you and should always be with you.